Monday, March 12, 2007
12:37 PM
dang butterflies are flying in my stomach already luhh
its another fifteen hours before results come out
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i had a good dream last night (:
lets hope its real
sighhs
and did i mention i am dang broke
and attachment starts in a week's time
and its my darling's twenty one next week (:
12:11 PM
Sunday, March 11, 2007
my loves (:
6:46 PM
edited;
apparently i told caroline to read my blog
and to tag (:
so she reminded me that she screamed next !HAHA
sunday's always my favourite day (:
its not about the dressing up for church part
but its the time when you really feel close to God like he's right next to you
not that you dont feel close to him everyday
but sunday's special
lunch with the sister at vivocity next (:
took bus 80
omg i swear that the bus driver was recklessly driving
otherwise i dont even know how come he kept pressing on to thee brakes
rahhhh went carl's jr for lunch
once againn their serving is like real hugge
omg their chocolate milkshake never fails to make me happy (:
so yeahh
walked around next (:
got my necessitities and she started asking me silly questions
cause apparently we were talking about diapers cause i got all amazed by the price and range of diapers avaliable at the vivo mart
HAHA
me:whaoo, its so amazing luhh there's so much brands and designs.
her: do you know how expensive it is and on the average how much they use in a day
me : of course i know luhh, babies are just like patients okays.
me: we have to change for them once its wet or dirtied , like two to three in an hour (bed 21/6)
[FELINA*DOES IT RING A BELL !HAHAHA]
her:huh you mean you change for the patients also, as in they are exposed naked
me: duhh, if not how you change.diapers are there for a purpose its either cause they are incontinent or they are suffering from self care deficit.
her : huh you got to expose them naked for both males and females
me: yes we even bathe them luhh for both who are having problems mobilising
her:omg
me : yes that's why they say nurses do see some sort of *porn everyday
her:omg
AND SHE STARTED SCREAMING AHHHHHH FOR LIKE SO LONG
OMG THATS MY BIMBOTIC SISTER FOR YOU
haha
and my first sister skips church just to handle important stuff
which is *drumrolls
HAHA YAHOO AUTIONS
AND SHE DID IT INFRONT OF DAD LUHH
seriously i wonder how come i have two wierd sisters !HAHA
and she actually told me to take a look at our first aid inventory
and find out what's missing
and take from __________
omg luhh
tsk
cause the stuff that i brought back other than memories from the last attachment was
*drumrolls*
HAHA
ALCOHOL SWAPS
hahaha stacks of it man
that's the result of doing like up to 6 SMUs for one day
hahah
and its all used up thanks to the three ladies in the family !
HAHAH
told mummy love (: dont worry give me three more weeks, the stock will come back againn
oh wells
i swear my sister's one bimbotic fella (: but nevertheless she tickles my tummy <3
caroline chan
told ya i will blog about it
6:30 PM
babypie is right (:
online shopping is like dang addictive
i have been browsing like 100 over websites of online shopping
dang dang
i need moo-lah
can someone stop me from shopping
(:
happypill's super high now
on the phone with me (:
hahaha
1:14 AM
Saturday, March 10, 2007
its the weekend (:
i am left with only one more weekend to burn
had movie marathon with caroline chan may yin today (:
the tv was like on for 7 hours straight
(:
first was be with you the japanese novel
heart wrenching romance flick i should say
typical last few scenes were all tissue paper soaked
hahaha
next was the sinking of japan (:
the sound effects were whooa awesome
but the movie itself was pretty scary cause of the effects and you have to watch it to know what i am talking about
its scary what a natural phenomenon and disaster like a volcano eruption can do
oh wells
8:43 PM
Friday, March 09, 2007
lets talk about nurses and doctors today
since they are like going to be the centre of my life (:
being in attachment has taught me and showed me that most patients (both males and females) viewed doctors as being more professional than nurses
maybe cause doctors do have the medical expertise and they are the ones who are diagnosing the patient
but come to think of it
it's the nurses who actually plans the care plans to ensure efficient recovery of patients.
its the nurses who are with patients almost every second.
but its also the nurses who get reprimanded if things go wrong
do nurses ever hit the headlines when things goes well
and these days nurses are doing so much more,handling jobs of junior doctors such as setting the plug and off plug and yes hypocount which can be so tedious
nurses even have to serve meals to patients
and doctors do not have to like handle unreasonable cranky patients
who expects you to fly to their bed sides in like less than 10 seconds of them pressing the call bell
and patients who does not listen to you when you explain why you have to put the cot -sides up
and when they do have any incidents of falls, its your fault
perharps doctors are held in higher regard because of their qualifications and all
afterall they are the ones who knows how to treat the client
but what about mental care,psychological care and physical care, its all the nurses (:
so bottom line is
dont look down on nurses and say oh that"wipe ass job"
its much more than that
though i know nursing like teaching is more of a vocation than a profession
cause it gets tedious and on your nerves everyday unless you really have the passion
however nursing has enabled me to self medicate
with that drug guide book on hand
and yeahh occupation hazard
with all the medical jargons
propanolol which is panadol
hahaha
its funny how life gets (:
1:29 PM
rahhhhhhh
it's one of those days that you dont feel like talking or doing much
but still you know you have to talk
yesterday night was one of the days which i slept the earliest
considering the fact that i have been sleeping like earliest two plus at night
i actually slept at twelve plus
rahhh
meeting the friday homies later on at night
cell outing (:
dang results coming out soon like in 4 days
ohh man i so wanna get promoted
and i dont wanna take any supplemtary papers
sighhhs but i do know i didnt like study hard
but this time it was really rushing and last minute
i focused mostly on structured essay questions (:
so yeahh wish me luck
if i do well (:
i can forsee moo-lah coming my way
and dang attachment in like 10 days time
ahhhhh
1:24 PM
Thursday, March 08, 2007
lets have some reflection thinking now (:
i just realised many a times when we face circumstances and after incidents happens
we cant really salvage the whole situation or even grasp it
things happen too fast these days
we are always finding means and ways to excuse ourselves of our silly wrong doings
just as to save face or even reputation
but have we ever realised even though we try as hard to superglue or fix the broken pieces in our life
the scar stays
you can easily feel it if you feel right deep in your mind or heart
how many a times have we ever regret doing some stuff which we ever wished we didnt ever do
many a times we know its easier said then done to say the common phrase which is dont worry ,everyything is under control
we know its mental psychological thinking
its so common to hear people all around complaining about their misfortunes and their suayness and how they are the most unlucky
look around us, there are people much more in a worse state than us
have we ever thought who are the ones causing misery to US
simply said, its just US which is you and me
its all about the way you view things
so people so mental psycho yourselves at times
if only everyone could think before they act(including me), the world would see less of wrinkled foreheads and frowns and regrets.
wont the world be a happier place then
there would be more real people than plastic ones
okays that sounds cliche i know
but come on, tell me how many are there in the world who aint plastic
i think only that one in ten thousand is actually like that
i grew up learning this
no one is real in displaying their true self
you never know who might be back stabbing you
i believe everyone of us has a backstabber spirit hiding beneath that fascade that we put on
who would dare say they dont have
come on, dont lie (: (i know i have)
everyday we put on different masks , just like in an opera scene
and its so true that life is like a movie , and we are acting different scenes everyday
different meanings of life potrayed
we humans are selfish
often we dont think before we act, thus we end up hurting the ones around us
seriously
we fight for our life
we fight to win
we fight to stay alive
we fight to get the best score in class
we fight to be the ones who would rise first in our ranks in our work
most importantly, we fight for our own rights
we fight those who steals our girlfriends and boyfriends
and in singapore (: sad to say
we fight for freebies
when we fight,we actually just wanna win
nobody sees our weapons, but they do feel it
as in our tone, actions and all
and often when we lose, we start thinking of ways to backstab and all
its so common luhh
come on, dont lie to me that you dont display those thoughts
how often do we ever sit down and start reflecting as to why we lost
oh wells just some food for thought (:
happy reading <3
2:32 PM
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
went out with mummy love just now (:
towned <3
bought a hot pink umbrella cause mine was spoilt already
using the taka voucher
thanks mum (:
went tangs (:
she got shoes
showed her the Guess bag which i am so gonna save up for it
she wanted to get it for me but decided not now (:
school bag more crucial <3
supposed to meet babypie
but went home instead
feeling abit unwell now
dang results will be out in less than one week
screwed
4:46 PM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
shallnt blog much about today
cause afterall it wasnt a happy day
so yeahh
went back to stc today
supposed to be a happy thing
but i guess it wont the same anymore
the moment we graduated
we lost our chijstcmb
or rather after you graduate , your no longer welcomed
what happened to the big family
i bet all the seniors feel the same
so much for wanting the best for what we deemed to us as a treasure
seriously i think after today
i wont bother anymore
we used to think that we should always give back and help back at where you grew up from
but now we dont anymore
why can other school bands be so nice to their seniors
but not stc
sighhs
when this sentence came out from this particular person " you should know we dont really like seeing ex girls hanging around
our hearts just broke
and to go to the extent of getting someone to chase us out
is a hello so hard to say
even the school cleaners and canteen aunties bothered to said hi
and like some teachers
didnt we contribute and werent we part of the band
so much for this one for all, all for one
and once a theresian always a theresian
and the different treatments that you give to different seniors is so contradictory
so you say you all dont like seeing ex girls around
so an ex girl is anyone who has graduated from school/band right
so why are there different treatments given
come on tell me
i dont care what you all think seriously already
like seriously since you all say ex girls dont have anything to do with the band
so i shall just say whatever i want
year 2005, we lost our chijstcmb
8:59 PM
this entry is purely dedicated to those two missing people (:
michelle loh kang ming and melissa loh kang ling !!!!
i missed you two like truckloadslorryloads
our schedules dont seem to fit
i feel so un-updated
i didnt even know you two went for your tongue piercing already
ahhhh
girlfriends !! i missed you two so so much
lets meet up soon kays
thank God i got neoprints in my wallet to make me happy whenever i start missing you two (:
*much love (x six years of laughter and tears )
<3
1:08 PM
